So it's September now, soon it's going to be October, then November, and December. I honestly cannot wait for this year to end. Honestly the worst year ever.
Last 2-3 weeks, me, my boyfriend and the friends attented a rave festival. I was waiting for the whole year for it and only it since I attended it last year.
I loved it. I get to see Zapravka live and took a few pictures with one of the duo.
Day #1:
The whole thing was kind of messed up cuz during Day #1 I smoked a strong weed and it really made me terrified. It felt like I was dying and I kinda met Space Jesus. I was in literal blackhole and it felt like my body has layers and each layers leaves my body with each steps I took. I was afraid to move and my legs refused to walk. I can literally felt my body is falling apart like a doll being tearing up. I was cold too and I was shaking like crazy.
So I sat down for an hour at the entrance and another hour at Heineken house 😠it felt like I was only there for at least 5-10 minutes but my boyfriend said it was 2 hours. I barely moved. Unfortunately I was one of the 'zombies', but at least I didn't smoked weed inside the event places. Before moving to Heineken House, I was really fucked up. My boyfriend couldn't do anything. Luckily he met Leona and her husband. So Leona and my boyfriend helped me move to Heineken House. And then Leona had to go cuz she had the VIP pass and she has too checked in. Then it was my boyfriend and Leona's huband helped me move to another proper place.
I sat there and puked a lot. Til I finally sober up on my final puke. The first thing I said was
"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?"
"I WAS IN THE DARKNESS AND I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE. WAS THAT HELL?!"
" FUCK. THAT WAS SO FUCKED UP"
And my boyfriend was just glad because I finally sober up and can finally move on my own. Because he didn't want to miss Zapravka. I too, didn't want to miss Zapravka. Hence why I took my time to sober up cuz if I go on walking when I couldn't, I'd pass out for the whole night and missed everything.
I sobered up just in the motherfucking time.
Unfortunately I still have the side effects and had a feeling of getting lost again but I fought it. After Zapravka ended, me and my boyfriend went on to buy food and we sat at Heineken House again. Holy fuck, my jaw felt so good chewing the food. It felt like a good orgasm to my jaw cuz my jaw was fucked cuz of the "raver face".
Also, Leona took a few photos and filmed a video of me being lost, fucked up and couldn't move.
I. Did. Looked. So. Fucked. Up.
I missed lots of great Djs on both days and I kinda regretted it. I only get to see Zapravka and Da Tweekaz on Day #1
I was all sober during Da Tweekaz and surprisingly, I can vibe while being sober. I was energetic and crazy. I moved around, I danced, jumped, jumped in a circle during Squid Games track, we did another Left and Right thingy but it didn't made the highlight like last year. And this year, I managed to do the whole Left and Right jump til' the end. Unlike last year where I was barely moved cuz of the pain. I was in pain too this time but I can finished it. And, it was faster than the last year's. Weird, I know. I barely jumped when it was slower, but I can finished it when it was being up-tempoed.
Day #2:
I decided not to smoked weed and only drink alcohol instead. The shit that my friend brought was absolutely a killer. I got drunk within a few shot. I never get drunk that fast. We were all drunk before going to the event and many funny things happened.
Leona (not real name) was crying cuz she was covering an article (she's a journalist) about our other friend's (Fizz - not real name) family, which is my Godauntie(?). Why is Leona covering his family article? It's because his family is an important person in our state. I remember when I was little, everytime his parents came to our house, there will be police and guards everywhere lol.
Second, Steph (not real name) got so drunk and she hugged me a lot whenever she saw me and my boyfriend got a little worried and yelled "don't kiss her" cuz she had kissed her friends before. And then she went on full insane telling us that she made out with her friends using tongue and all lmao. And before all that, she fell on the bathtub upside down and Sazzy (not real name) found her in the tub. He laughed for a hot minutes and told everyone. And then Fizz, he was spinning on the floor drunk and sulking cuz Sazzy took his 'stuff' and wanted Fizz to go clean without that stuff.
We went off to the event separately, but me and my boyfriend went there with Sazzy and Criselle (not real name, Sazzy's gf). It was raining, me and Criselle was too drunk and wanting to go the event quickly before we lost, but my boyfriend and Sazzy took awhile Infront of the chalet, causing me and Criselle shouted like two maniacs, asking them to hurry up.
So me, my boyfriend, Sazzy and Criselle went to the event like a drunked pirates. We held hands and made a trail like a train cuz we couldn't move properly. And it was funny. It's like the blind leading the blind.
So we arrived to the event main entrance. We waited there for Fizz, Leona, Steph, Orland (not real name, Steph's brother), Damien (not real name, Leona's husband) and took group pictures when all has arrived. We all looked so good. And drunk. Especially Criselle.
And then we went over the security check and we waited again cuz Leona wanted to puked. When I saw Leona puked, I puked too. On my hands. I puked while I was holding my mouth. I think Criselle puked too. And Fizz was definitely puking. He was puking all the time.
And then we went pass the Heineken House and waited there cuz Steph wanted to go to the loo. We waited there. My drunk boyfriend said hello to every strangers and fist bump them. And then I felt like puking again. I saw Leona puked on the tree. I went on the tree and puked too, again. And then me and Leona hugged each other after puking and I told her something which I don't remember what, but she told me "it's okay, I'm drunk too". And then we both hugged for a hot minutes.
I was drunk for the whole night without adding more and more alcohol. Told ya the shit was strong. I fell on the ground a few time while dancing and raving, and everyone picked me up. And hours later, a girl was talking to my boyfriend, I noticed this cuz my boyfriend was saying "huh?" And then I looked at the girl and she said "YOU'RE PRETTY!" I didn't hear it at first and then she shouted "YOU'RE PRETTY!!!" and I replied "NO YOU'RE PRETTY!" and we continue to danced til the party's over.
At the hotel room, my boyfriend helped me to take off my shoes cuz I was to drunk and tired to take it off. And then I took of my outfit and laid on the other bed (the room has 2 beds, 1 king size and 1 single) cuz we were sleeping on the king size bed. I couldn't clean myself cuz I was so tired and pretty drunk and I felt like puking all the time.
And then we talked nonsense as we both still drunk life motherfuckers. And then he told me that the girl who spoke to us told him we both make a cute couple. Damn, my energy might has sparked in rainbows cuz I was really feeling myself and danced around like nobody see.
It was a good experience, but we missed a lot of Djs. So me and my boyfriend made a promise that we will not miss any single Djs (except if it's getting boring) and we would stay at the main stage.
I couldn't tell much about my day #1 cuz I was so lost and I was in a blackhole with Space Jesus. I'll edit and add to this post if I'm able to remember.
Will I take weed again? Absolutely. But I have to prep myself well.
I'm waiting for the next rave and for this year to end. Fuck snake year!
*Will upload pics later!